我回国感受到冷漠敌视，与亲爱的主席，88，对Jackie的热情温暖亲近，简直是天壤之别 I felt cold and hostile when I returned to China. Compared with Dear Chairman, 88, close warm approach to Jackie, it is a sky-earth difference.

 

Aug 19, 2017 at 9:46 PM

现在回中国去我提心吊胆  Now go back China, I'm worried

亲爱的主席，88，Jackie说你们让我写对现在世界的看法. 我怎么知道？ 中国内斗那么厉害，我以前回国受热情招待，有地方住有地方玩，有回家的温暖. 现在回去我提心吊胆，连中国的央视都把我当作反面人物. 我跟在国外一样提心吊胆，甚至还更担忧. 根本已经没有了“亲不亲故乡人” 的感觉，我甚至感受到冷漠敌视. 与亲爱的主席，88，平日里对我们的Jackie那么的热络热情温暖亲近，简直是天壤之别. 环境变了我没变，我搞不清楚到底是从哪一方面来的暗箭，可能有好多方. 为什么是这样？ 美国也折腾得厉害，什么抗议呀，车子恐怖撞人了，高官走马灯换人呢，地平线上没有任何光明前途. 世界还在动乱，以前那些对别人制造灾害的，现在他们自己也遭害了，西班牙居然也有恐袭了.  亲爱的主席，88，如果世界上有两个阵营的话，应该说以你们为首的阵营是一点一点地在佔上风的，只是你们的阵营纯洁吗？是不是被更强大势力利用的？ 这个世界上掌权的都是男性，出招都是按男人思维很硬梆梆粗鲁蛮横的，结果破坏性可能就挺大的. 如果有女人来做，可能结果就不同了. 你们全球一体宏大工程，我诚心诚意满怀热忱支持你们，可你们对我们连基本生活都不支持. 你们这些大男人，为着这么一个宏伟的目标，做前无古人的英雄壮举，却连一个孤儿寡母都不能保护，不能给予最基本的生活保障，甚至天涯海角到处都追随不舍. 为一些跟你们丝毫无关的个人私情，举巨大国家机器加以阻拦伤害的. 那你们这个宏伟目标就是水中月镜中花，你们所有这番天大的努力，有个屁用？！我们这些小百姓生活没有实质的改变，甚至每况愈下，那你们就是一群无聊男人，拿着国库的钱，嗜血残暴，无事生非，玩玩罢了. 爱咋咋滴！

 

Dear Chairman, 88, Jackie said you guys asked me to write about the world now. How do I know? China's internal fighting is so powerful. I used to return home to be warmly entertained. I have a place to live and a place to play. I have the warmth to go home. Now when I go back, I am worried. Even CCTV in China regards me as a villain. I’m so worried, I’m even more worried. I don’t even have the feeling of “dear hometown”, and I even feel apathy and hostility. Compared with Dear Chairman, 88, the warmth, enthusiasm, warmth and closeness to our Jackie on weekdays is a world of difference. The environment has changed and I have not changed.  I don’t know which side of the arrow came from. There may be many parties. Why is this? The United States is also tossing badly, such as protests, the car is horrifying and people are hit, and the senior officials take turns to change people. There is no bright future on the horizon. The world is still in turmoil. Those who caused disasters to others in the past are now also suffering. There is a terrorist attack in Spain. Dear Chairman, 88, if there are two camps in the world, it should be said that the camp headed by you is prevailing bit by bit. Is your camp pure? Was it used by more powerful forces? The people in power in this world are all men, and the moves are all based on men’s thinking. It is very hard, rude and arrogant, and the results may be quite destructive. If there are women to do it, the results may be different. Your global integration project, I sincerely support you with enthusiasm. But you do not support us even in our basic life. You big men, for such a magnificent goal, do unprecedented heroic feats, but even an orphan and widow cannot protect, cannot give the most basic life guarantee, even follow us everywhere. For some personal affair that has nothing to do with you, use the huge national machine to block cause damage. Then your magnificent goal is the moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, your all these great efforts, useless ! There is no substantial change in the lives of our little people, and even worse, then you are a group of bored men, holding money from the treasury, bloodthirsty and brutal, nothing but troubles, just play games. Do whatever you want!