Feb 26, 2018 at 7:33 PM

我怕Jackie出事儿  I am afraid that Jackie has an accident.

亲爱的习主席，88，还有各位高高在上的领袖们，今天你们要我讲佛罗里达的学校滥杀和美国的枪支管制。这是一个大题目。枪是武器，是用来杀害生命的！当一个人，一个组织手上有枪，使用枪伤害生命的可能性就大很多。在中国, 普通老百姓是没有枪的。中国军队里边枪平时是不上镋的。我小时候父母因为上班晚回家, 总是千叮嘱万叮嘱我们不要随便出去, 因为外边有坏人。到了美国，还没有来南加州，就有人告诉我USC校园不安全。当初根本对不安全没有什么感觉。第一个学期是坐tramp上学的，第二个学期有同学离开给我一辆自行车，不到几天被偷了，又买了一辆，一个月之内又被偷了！第二年搬到了有铁门的三层公寓楼。公寓楼离街道还有隔着一个大游泳池. 有天傍晚听见街道上有枪声，他们告诉我是黑帮火拼，吓得不敢出去。第二天出去的时候，邻居的公寓面街墙上有很明显的一排子弹洞口. 不知道住在房子里面的人有没有伤亡。看得胆战心惊的。安倍首相一定知道，USC南面40街以后，住的大部分都是黑人。我们女孩子是永远不敢去那边住的。前几年USC有中国学生被小混混打死，一对中国学生恋人半夜回家在家门口车子里被打死，而那些杀人的却得不到应有的惩罚，看了我余悸还在呢!  这些年，南加的风气变坏，黑帮横行。前些年鬼魅嚣张的时候，我整天生活在忐忑不安生命受威胁的环境中，无论是在工作场合，家门口，所有有关的人士联系，经常受到各种骚扰，含沙射影惊吓！不知道什么时候什么地方有人会给你来一下. 每天亲自接送小Jackie，不让她单独跟别人一起，怕又有什么身体伤害，怕又有人把她给劫持走，怕她出事儿。Jackie的芭蕾舞老师杜红伶的儿子，妈妈辛辛苦苦养到大学快毕业了，男孩子喜欢去学射击，想要参军做飞行员，不知道是得罪了谁，不知道真正什么原因，有一天就这么突然死了。我惊恐，为Jackie担心。

Dear President Xi, 88, and the leaders who are high above there, today you want me to talk about the indiscriminate killing in Florida school and the gun control in the United States. This is a big topic. Guns are weapons and are used to kill lives! When a person, an organization has a gun on hand, the possibility of using a gun to hurt life is much greater. In China, ordinary people have no guns. The guns in Chinese army are not on the shackles in regular days. When I was a child, my parents came home from work late, always thousands of times warned us not go out because there were bad people outside. When I arrived in the United States had not come to Southern California. Someone told me that the USC campus was not safe. I didn’t feel anything about insecurity at first. The first semester I was taking tramp to school. In the second semester, some student left me a bicycle. It was stolen in less than a few days, bought another one, and was stolen within a month! In the second year, I moved to a three-story apartment building with iron gates. There is a large swimming pool across the street from the apartment building. I heard the guns on the street one night, and they told me that it was a gang fight and I was too scared to go out. When I went out the next day, there was a clear row of bullet holes in the street of the neighbor's apartment. I didn't know if there were any casualties in the house. I was scared to see it. Prime Minister Abe must know that after the 40th street in the south of USC, most of the people lived there were black. Our girls were too afraid to go there. A few years ago, USC students were killed by a punk. A couple of Chinese student lovers came home in the middle of the night and was killed in the car at the door. Those who murdered did not get the punishment they deserved. My fear was still there! In these years, the atmosphere of Southern California has deteriorated and the gangs have been rampant. In the past few years, when the ghosts were arrogant, I lived in an environment where my uneasy life was threatened. Whether in the workplace or at the door of the house, all the people involved were often subjected to various harassment, and the insinuation was scared! I don't know when someone will give me somewhere somehow a hit.  I personally pick up and drop Jackie every day, and don't let her alone with others, fearing that there is any physical injury, and I am afraid that someone will hijack her, fearing that she is in trouble. Jackie's ballet teacher Du Hongjun's son, his mother worked hard to send him to college and he almost graduated. The boy liked to learn shooting. He wanted to join the army as a pilot. I don't know whom he offended, I don't know what the reason was, one day, suddenly, he died. I was scared and worried about Jackie.